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Thursday, March 11, 2010
Day one Thursday - March 11, 2010
Today is my nephew Scott's birthday. I have a neice and a 2 nephews by blood, one son, and a neice and nephew by marraige. Really the only one who tries to have a relationship with me is the nephew by marraige. His name is Diego. He is gorgeous, smart, polite and responsible. He has everything going for him. He always makes me feel so great when he calls and stays in touch. The rest of the kids don't call much. This hurts my heart. I long for family. Happy birthday Scotty Boy. I love and miss you.
Today, my man returned to work after being off for four weeks for triple bypass surgery which he had on his 49th birthday. I am sure this tuned his world around much more than mine, but I am still trying to get it.
On the day of his surgery, after staying in the hosppital with food poisoning for 15 hours, I returned home to my 88 year old mother who fell and broke both shoulders. This has set a whole array in motion. She has lived in my home for 30 years and now I am unable to care for her. This makes me feel so guilty. I know that no one can care for her as well as me, and yet I cannot. I am grieving my mother something fierce and no one seems to understand how much I love her. I would care or her 24/7 but I must work. God it hurts so much.
Today, my man returned to work after being off for four weeks for triple bypass surgery which he had on his 49th birthday. I am sure this tuned his world around much more than mine, but I am still trying to get it.
On the day of his surgery, after staying in the hosppital with food poisoning for 15 hours, I returned home to my 88 year old mother who fell and broke both shoulders. This has set a whole array in motion. She has lived in my home for 30 years and now I am unable to care for her. This makes me feel so guilty. I know that no one can care for her as well as me, and yet I cannot. I am grieving my mother something fierce and no one seems to understand how much I love her. I would care or her 24/7 but I must work. God it hurts so much.
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